Thursday, November 19, 2009

I think I remember the film:)

People look at me when I smile at this beautiful world, and say "Crazy girl." But I don't hear them because God's glory is singing too loudly.

Give me something to believe in.

Clouds and Jesus tell the best stories ^.^




Oh, Hi Alex.
:P
:)

I don't wanna sit on the pavement when You fly.

Today is November eighteenth, two-thousand and nine. Hi. :).
About a week ago, I decided that I'm not going to be afraid anymore. Of anything.
I'm fearless, now.
It's great:)
The other day in drama, my friend was performing her standard oratory, and she said something that I keep reminding myself of. "Worrying is about as helpful as chewing gum to solve an algebra problem." I know, it's deep, right? X)
ANYWAYS
So, being fearless is surprisingly easy. All this crap from 6 months ago, yeah that stuff, I basically picked it up, went :P, and tossed it behind me. It felt niiice.
The stuff from mid-July thennn, mid-August, thennn, mid- Spetember, yeahhh, it's not that I didn't like that stuff, it's just thaaat...that wasn't where I should be.
Right here, right now, yeah, this is where I should be. Riiiight here. Here. I like it here.
Buuuut I'm not going to stay here long. I'm the wind, ya know.
:P
ANYWAYS
Brooklyn, we need to go to starbucks. Meet some cool starbucks employees. Oh yes.
Futhermore, I would like to state that I am extremely fond of November. Also, I highly recommend becoming fearless.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Lots and lots of rooms.

I opened a drawer and found this little coin purse that belonged to my Great Grandma. It's from Spain. I want to go to Spain.
When I went to New York, I was expecting to be jealous of everyone that lives there and how they get to breath the New York air every single day. I wasn't though. I was proud. It's hard to explain. Like, instead of wishing I could live there, I was just happy that I was a part of the same country. We're all one country. One place.
A lot of times people tend to go to college in the state where they live. I don't understand that. Unless you're just like crazy in love with Oklahoma (bahaha), why would you stay here to go to college? Kind of like this: Say your favorite color is...red. Then one day you decide that it's gray. You can always change it ro red again. You can always come back. Remember that. You can always come back. Like: If you go to college in California, it's not a big deal to come back to Oklahoma.
Then there's an even bigger picture. The whole world:) It's just one place. Small world.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Yes, that would be amazing.

AUGUST 12, 2009 2:17 AM: "This sky makes me so happy. My little worries just shrink beneath it's greatness."

AUGUST 12, 2009 2:21 AM: " I've decided that the night sky is a mirror of the world. Darkness. With little glimmers of hope everywhere. You just have to look for them.

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Not many things can provoke a seventeen year old boy to make statements like these. The sky at 2AM, August 12, 2009 can. I'm pretty sure that sky could make mountains move, considering the King of Kings designed it. Nothing has ever shown me more of God's glory than that sky. I hope I get to see it again. :).