Thursday, September 2, 2010

Dear God

Speech therapist. Feeding tube. Out-patient. Soup. Oprah. Floor 14. Waiting room. IV. Beeps. Nurse. Pretty nurse. "I read anatomy books for fun." Seven gay men. Small. Thin. Weak. Nothing. Air. Panera. Gown. Shaky. Gone. Fading. Sad. Gray. Grey. Gray. Terror. Cold. Help. Helpless. "We don't know." Indiana. Gift baskets. Care. Flowers. God. Crying. Awful. God awful. How. Die. Dead. Death. Missing. Soon. Life. Small. Hope. Fear. Fearless. Fearful. Kay. Switch. Stress. Tears. Tears. Tears. Wash. Long. Far. When. How long. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why.

Make it stop.

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